Well, it's been a while since I did this. Have you every wanted to change something about yourself? Wouldn't it be nice if you could go back and change all those things you wish you would not have done? Some would like to change theirselves completely. I must admit I have felt that way before, and, truth is, close to it right now. Some highly spiritual brother or sister will have some great words of wisdom about this (if someone reads it) I am sure. The bottom line is... they have felt this way too. If someone says they haven't, they are a liar. That may put them in worse spiritual condition, I done know!
It seems like it is a place where you're having trouble getting your heart to believe what your head is telling you. So, I am trying to apply scripture. At times it is working and at times my faith is very weak! You know what I mean. It's just hard to believe what you read. Such as, "All things work together for good... Romans 8:28, how about Jerimaih 29:11"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the LORD, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope." Two wonderful promises from a God who loves us and not only does not but CANNOT lie!
So it comes down to this. It's me! It's me, God has spoken and so it is, period! It's my faith, trust, love, knowledge of the Word, and on and on. What makes me angry is that I am writing this and I know it. Yet in my sin, I still am trying to look for a small hole, just a crack in God's promises, so I can take the blame off me. How sinful is that?? "Wretched man that I am! Who will deliver me from this body of death?" Romans 7:24
Lord, forgive me and help me to trust and believe in You and YOU ALONE! Amen!
It's a Wonderful Life if you know Christ!
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